Monday, October 5

Change

For the first time in a very long time, he felt so alone last night. It felt like he was an old PC, and as he was shutting down, he can feel everything slowing down. And he became stuck, not knowing how long it would take for the lights to go off.

And then, just like that, total darkness.

Suddenly, a wave of emotions hit him real strong, and he broke down and cry. A silent cry that really ripped his heart into pieces. Because he remembered the last time he cried - a long time ago when he was truly alone and had no one. And it brought back memories of the past, of the loneliness he kept as company, that he grew to love till it stabbed him in the back.

He can still feel that pain. And last night, it felt really real. And somehow he knew, that things will never be the same again.


3 comments:

Hazyr said...

Yes, a blog post! Keep the ball rolling ok!

ardy said...

That's the plan! Time for a revival! Though I think you're the only one reading it now :P

Shah said...

Time for an upgrade...a Mac perhaps